school is driving me nuts daybyday.. it is really suffocating me and even struggling wouldn't help. with the nonstop tests coming in our way, self-study everysingleday, the tons of homework and the hockey trainings which are just full of runnings.. i'm dead. yesterday was the release of olevel results for the candidates last year. it seemed so hard to achieve excellent grades.. just looking at the cut-off points for the courses i am interested in, made me feel discouraged instead of motivating me to reach that standard. it's like; you really want to get that As and Bs but not that confident enough that you can make it. hohwell, they say hard work pays off. so right now, i will do nothing! except for kicking the habit of laziness and start studying before it's too late.

i want my mom to grin from ear to ear..
like how she used to when i received my psle results.
a little bit wider, that's just enough for me.
hahahahahaha cheyyy!