i feel different.. i'm not being me today. who is this? all i wanted to do was to keep silent and blast the music through my earpiece. tried to forget everything but in the first place, what exactly made me feel this way? i don't know. nobody is at fault, maybe it's just me. i'm really exhausted, mentally. felt like my mind gave up on me.. i need the determination to come back. i have to overcome my weakness of letting those minorlittlethings affect my mood.. that has always been my greatest problem. and i'm sick of it, i can't stand it myself but at the same time, i really can't help it. well maybe, i really do need a break.. don't push myself too hard, it takes time to succeed right? comebackoldme.