when you start missing the past, it means life hasn't been great. true? you decide.

yeap, i really miss 2005. we were just secones then.. like i've once said; the only thing that matters was the happiness around us. it's the year when i've made alot of mistakes and eventually, learnt from it slowly. had lunch with fiza justnow after literature selfstudy.. and i thought it's been quite some time since we sit and talk, just the two of us as bestfriends. we started to look around, recalling those little moments that took place three years ago. the most significant one was ofcourse, the chicken little incident. and it was also one of my deadly mistake for that year, but still it was also one of the reasons why i missed 2005. heheh! we were even on the verge of tearing up, but no.. we didn't manage to flood the whole macd's. yah, it was thaaaat sentimental! (k i feel so minah oredy..) we organised each incident that happened, starting from the beginning of the year to the ending. and then we realised, we took things for granted and now we're starting to regret everything that we have tossed aside. it's too late, isn't it? darrrrn. but well, maybe we can make a drastic change now and try our best to get the feeling of how we felt before. it's nearly impossible.. we can't simply rewind the time and get the same ol' friends around us like how we reallyreally want to. but i'm thankful for having such a lovely bestfriend whom i can always talk to even though she can be suchababi sometimes. hahahaha! bebot bebot bebot.