sorrry for the lack of updates. been lazy to even touch the computer these few days.. trying not to distract myself. i kept on telling myself that i've got other important things to be done: yes, art is one of them.. sigh. and at least start putting my head on my studies first. the big Os is just a few months away, to be specific: another three more months. even though we still can't count the days with our fingers just yet, it is coming.. just round the corner. worried, scared, determined, tired, excited.. everything there. we studied for nearly four years, but all we need was just that few weeks to let it all go, show them our ability and intelligence just so we can move on to another level. maybe i'm thinking much too forward, i just don't want to regret later on.. because if that happens, it's back to square one. no way? yesss no waaaaayyy no fcukin' waaaayyyy! :D