why why oh whyyyy!

"he gave advices, if results good go poly, if you're studious go jc, if no good take nursing. hahaaaa no way, i don't want." -11 jan post. remember this? can you imagine me as a nurse? wtf. i was posted to nursing.. i didn't even choose it! omgggg. i did not see this coming. i bet you people did not too! where's all the management or design courses that i wanted? and suddenly i got nursing. ngee ann. -.-!! o.o!! x.x!! should i appeal or not...... i don't know lei. :/ jae posting letter: "...the polytechnics are pleased to offer you a place in another course.." you're pleased but i'm pissed. whahaha. -.- i will make up my mind tonight. whatever. "i miss schooling lei. wonder what school i got.. hmm." i take that back ah. hmph! sigh. pasrah seh. hahah. dan kecewa.

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because i once said the first step to everything is to be stronger than ever. that's totally what i'm going to do. i didn't like the idea i got nursing instead of whatever i have chosen.. and yeah still frustrated. but on the other side, i listened to what everyone has got to say and they got me thinking twice. family opened up my mind. i've made the decision, which actually seem will be my future.. honestly i've never ever thought that i will be a nurse one day. that never did cross my mind! but that particular sms from moe just have to change the whole thing. or my life i should say.. so yep, i'm sticking to this. i'm going to take up the challenge! okay fine, this is not a game!! wth! i'm trying to look at the bright side so help me by saying i can do it. am i dreaming or what... nursing?!?!?! hahahahahahaha okay it's finalised. i still can't believe it. haiz. so much for avoiding nursing.. now it's right on my face!! it's fated. hahahahaaaa wtf. klah bye. enjoy your poly/jc/MI/ite days everyone. see you whoever is posted to ngee ann nursing this april. haahahaha okay enuff about this lahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! now you people will never see me the same way again. hahaaaaaaa. kk shhhooosh.