ripping apart.

i wish i could forget.
everything i ever knew.
and start a brand new page of a different world.
but it's certainly so much harder than i thought.

nothing in this world is easy.
nothing.

gotta snap out of this before my mind goes haywire.
more to this, but i'm not gona brood any further.
like Charlie Chaplin said; A day without laughter is a day wasted.

i want to laugh every single day.

family has been wonderful.
friends are still awesome as ever.

nothing's wrong.
only that, something is not right.
fullstop.