bittersweet.

Sometimes the sun shines on other people's houses and not mine,
somedays the clouds paint the sky in a way,
that takes away my summer time.

my favourite part of Jason Mraz's Beautiful Mess dvd. ♥
it's just the intro, but already so good. :D
just look at the crowddddddddd.
when he started to sing, everyone was MRAZ-merised. hahaha.


attachment ended yesterday! as usual, was sad to leave the patients. like what would happen to them after this? will they go home? or will their condition get worse? so anyways, it was much better than the first attachment. friendlier and more helpful staff who at least did a simple thing anyone could do.. ask for your name. i don't feel invisible in the wards anymore unlike the previous time. -,- ha-ha.

with attachment done, checked my CTs results.. i totally screwed up, i swear. i knew this would happen, i do make an effort only that i didn't give my best. november was a hell month for me.. everything went wrong. and i nearly gave up. looking at my results, i guess i did gave up eventually. just that i was putting up a brave front. gotta re-organise my own self before the new term starts. okay honestly, that made me less happier tho holidays are finally here. gah. can't wait for the holiday trip next week! :D let's get away from this and come back with a peaceful mind. ;p