say what.

my cute little nephew aka the first boy in the family is five now (11/11)! i still remember five years ago. he was so tiny back then, and i was so happy that month. babysit. ebuddy. desktop. these little things reminds me of the big things that happened. do you remember? because you said you'll never forget anything.

my mind is in a mess. but the whole world doesn't need to know. guess i'm not the type that blurt out any thoughts in my mind. i filter every single matter before i say anything. i smile all the time, i laugh everyday. i'm certainly not problem-free, so be nice. what i hate the most: mixed feelings. = i don't know what i want/feel. i feel there's something amiss. something that finally should be said. when will this ever end, if waiting is the game.