i'm having a boring Saturday today. :(

Mom&Dad are busily sleeping away, straight after they returned home just now. & i don't know where 2nd&3rd sis went. it's been a quite while we went out as a family. do they have any idea that i need a stress-relieve day too? Mom kept on complaining that she's tired when i ever asked her to go out. Sisters never seem to take me out sometimes, either. they only lead their own life with their dearest partners. that's their only importance. i started recalling those nights when we had suppers. the shoppings we had every weekend has come to an end. even if i said this out loud, no one cares anyway. why should i bother to write it here? 'cos no one takes me seriously. why should adults listen to a child, right? who cares about my opinions or even, my feelings?

i guess i'm just too good in pretendence. smiling away, & say nothing. sometimes i feel, everyone in this house would even wish i didn't exist. or better still, i wish i didn't even exist just to feel this invisible treatment.

if i would ever didn't do well in some parts of my studies, i think they shouldn't put all the blame to my friends like they always do. 'cos they just put a minimum attention on me, didn't even have the iniative to ask about my studies & just wait for the result. i just need the simplest things, that's all.

i shouldn't dragged about this any further. i kept on relying on this blog, to make me feel much more better. i couldn't find any space to just secretly keep my feelings to myself. it's unfair to me. at least, there's someone who greatly cares about me. that is, myself. of'cos, duh! -.-

i feel a difference, but i think, i won't talk about this now. :)

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so, we're still going for the SDC thingy. but we're gona leave earlier, around 1pm. can't we just stay in school?? haiyoh, it's so troublesome right. to take the bus to boon lay interchange then take a bus again back to school. & from there, luckily, there's a transport to CCAB for our game against Northland. pity us, we've already wasted nearly our energy for the activities at SDC & the back&forth from school. guess, can't expect much from that game. or maybe, we should at least gave in our best shot & TRY TRY TRY to beat them. just try lahh.. or maybe, we just need some good lucks from our dear Yuhua mates. hahaaa!

i'm boredboredbored.

i bet my two Besties are having nothing but funfunfun now, right? good for u twooo! just don't forget me! i know i know, u won't! hahaaa. aper sajerrrr jerrrr Lin. :D

kau tengok, dier ader layan? hahaaaa. Sya suare sengau, kater nenek nyerrr. dalam diam-diam, dier dengar jugak biler kau nyanyi. macam-macam dier nyanyi.. nyanyi nyanyi nyanyi. sampai Fiza ader migrain. nevermind Sya, u're providing free entertainment to us. which makes us laugh&happy all the time. anything u do, will make us laugh. even when u kentot! hahaa. pruuuuuuuuuutttt! sssshhh!

okay i want to watch TV noww. step innocent jer, lepas dah spilt the beans eh.

spilt the beans kaperrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. english lesson konon. paham?